uts been a while

Hello friends wow its has been a while! little oh me has so much that been going on. feels like i been hit from every angle! but god is tough and he keeps me strong, i am startign to learn this more and more every day! i feel that i ned to strat writing down my feeling more , i think i hold way to much inside. Right now i am kinda upset but hey whay can i do nothing but pray! i wish i was tough so i coild beat up people who hurt the people i love. but i think i rather have god do the work for me in his own way! well friends have a great week and i will try o write more please please please pray for me alright! love ya tons rix